I feel a need to come here less and less

As time passes, and I’m learning to accept us for what we really were, I don’t feel the need to come here as much. 

Don’t feel the need to check my email as much. If anything ever does roll in there, it can wait till I see it. 

The more I accept that none of it, right down to the sweetest moments … were genuine. But man, did I want it to be…